Well it has been a while, and with the help and support of close friends I have managed to recover some semblence of what should be a human being.  The past few weeks have not been easy at all, but as life goes, we get hurt, we heal and carry on living as best we can being stronger for the next round.  I am a firm believer in love and what it can mean, therefore I am willing to let people into my inner sanctum again, it will just tke a bit longer this time round.  I have learnt a few dear lessons though this whole experience, which will undoubtedly aid me greatly in my future relationships. 

I also know there is a log road that I still hve to travel before allowing myself to get involved in another relationship, and I am most certainly not looking for one right now.  In time this too will happen

I look forward to sharing my insights and feelings with you again.  Thank you for all the messages of support that I have received over the past few weeks, it is truly heartwarming to know there are poeple who still care....